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FRIENDS ONLY announcement [30 Nov 2020|10:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]

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All fics would be f-lock starting tomorrow (7th Sept. 2009).

Whoever who had been commenting on any of my fics previously would be added automatically (or you guys could comment to be added since I may forgot to add some of you..). Don't worry, you don't have to add me actually nor I you. Because everytime I write a new chapter, I will unlock every chap. from the first until the latest for about a week (or maybe even longer as I'm v. forgetful :p)*.. so you guys could read the whole fic all over again if you wish to do so ^__^. And if you still want me to add you, just comment on any of those new/old chapter and I'll add you automatically. As I'm almost always online, I'll be checking in regularly.. so chances are I'll add you within 24 hrs after you c/c.

*: this goes for all fics except Checkmate (yes, I've decided to continue it - hey, if you guys don't mind.. I won't mind either *shrugged*). Checkmate would be f-lock always and I won't announce the update on ANY community.

p/s: Try to at least not to have a totally empty journal.. I mean, even though you might just set up an account to read fics.. wouldn't it be nice to exchange interesting real life stories sometimes?? ^__^.. Just for these three days (6th sept - 8th Sept) I'll make an exception and would add anyone regardless. But after that I'll be a wee bit stricter in adding anyone.

pp/s: c/c are <3 for any fics writer, arasso? :)

Candy kisses;

11 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

DBSK Friendship Facts [16 Jun 2009|11:09pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | DBSK: Bolero ]

Old stuffs/news?? I don't care! XXDD..

1 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Rants and raves of a possibly depressed person [17 Dec 2007|01:43pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Okay, I normally wouldn't post something like this.. But this time I just have to.. I don't know.. just do something to relieve the increasing 'pressure' on my chest.
I'm depressed.. I think.. No, I'm pretty sure I'm depressed... And I have no idea why. Lately I just feel like crying and there's this intense constant ache within that's choking me. Sometimes I didn't want to face the world.. I feel like 'what's the use anymore of waking up each day'.. there are days that I just want to scream but I keep thinking that once I start, I wouldn't be able to stop. I can't breathe properly... and honestly, some distinct part of me just didn't want to. There's nobody around that I could talk to and when I did talk to someone, I felt better for only about 5 minutes before I start freaking out again. I just want to get away from everything but I don't know how... I don't even know from what or whom am I running away from.
I don't understand what's wrong with me! By all rights, I should be at the top of my world now.. or at least be contented enough for a while. I'm 26, I just graduated (about 6 days ago) from taking my Master degree. Currently I'm supposed to enjoy my free time before start finding job... But instead I just feel so down and sad and useless and tired.
I hate feeling like this. I hate when my chest hurts so bad that I just want to cut it open and let it all bleed out. I hate waking up and knowing that it'll be the same routine all over again.. endless.. like a wheel or something.
I hate all this and I hate myself for not being able to figure out what the hell's wrong with me.
I want to die.. and yet.. I don't know.. I just can't bring myself to giving up just yet. But God knows how tired I am...
I need to figure out something fast.. because I just can't take this anymore.

Peace out;

..btw if anyone cares, I've updated the 'Snape' list.

Edit (evening; 5.45pm): I think I figured some things out (after a long extremely cold walk): I'm depressed because (or partially because) I have nothing to do! As a naturally active person, I'm used to always have my days filled with.. somethings... Dance classes, library, doing assignments, shoppings.. whatever the time is, I always always have some stuffs to do and to preoccupied my mind with.. But now, after graduating.. suddenly I have all these free times and I have no idea what to do with them! I can't even fill it out with extra dance lessons as it is Christmas time and end of year (so the classes are all over until next term). Point is, I don't have anything else to look forward to! all I can see in front of me is just another bleak blank day one after another....
... And that's really scary.. And I refused to live another day like this! I need to go online and find as many good companies that I can apply jobs to and submit my resume and stuffs! I need to do something other than sit around and feel sorry and scared for myself!

5 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

i'm Booorrreeeddd *whine* [31 Oct 2007|06:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]








2 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

A Trip Down Memory Lane a.k.a 'Before Snape' ^__^ [28 Oct 2007|09:27am]
[ mood | crazy ]

*clear throat*.. So there I was, merrily 'skipping' through websites in order to satisfy my 'Snape-lust' (*pants drools*) when I came across This brilliant 'movie trailer' vid by StarRose. It brought back all these memories of the days before I discover the irresistible, our very own utterly-lickable Sex God: Severus Snape.. XD
So without further ado, here I compiled some old-time favourite fics of mine:

Enjoy! :) )

Onigiri love to all;
Crizz ^__^

Go on vacation with your love.

Funny/Stupid Quotes II [25 Oct 2007|10:58pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

"When humor goes, there goes civilization"
~Emma Bombeck.

I think some of the funniest quotes come from those who produced it unintentionally.. It's amazing how they truly believe what they're saying makes sense. Needless to say, most that comes under this group would be politicians ><..
I also love witty/sarcastic quotes (might have something to do with my very sarcastic nature ^^) and have gone through thousands of sites just to amuse myself and post some of the more memorable ones to share with y'all here. Hope you'll find these as amusing and entertaining as I do.

Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former.. ~Albert Einstein )

Honey Toast and Mint Ice-cream;
Crizz ^__^

5 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

EQ [05 Oct 2007|12:41pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

2 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Chibi Couples of Naono Bohra (colorbars) [23 Sep 2007|06:03pm]
[ mood | high ]

I *HEART* Naono Bohra!!!!! All her yaoi couples are so kawaii! XD. Anyhoo, here's a colorbar that I made as a tribute to some of the couples in her manga.. in their chibi form! *hugged all of them tightly* >.<..

Click click )

Rainbow smile;

2 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

OMIGOD!!! 1st colorbars!! [15 Sep 2007|10:40pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Whee!! I make my first colorbars today!!! These were from yaoi mangas - the 1st one was from Boku no Koe and the 2nd was from Haru wo Daiteita. Both mangas were by Youka Nitta.. and the 3rd one is kinda a tribute to "Naono Bohra" community

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Click for more )

Sugar, Spice & ev'rythg Nice;
Crizz (who's supposed to concentrate on her dissertation T-T)

Go on vacation with your love.

Just a Thought to Ponder~ [13 Sep 2007|04:47am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | It's Hard Out Here For A Pimp - DJay ]

Gonna Be A Bear

In this life I'm a woman.
In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear.

When you're a bear, you get to hibernate.
You do nothing but sleep for six months...
I could deal with that.

Before you hibernate,
you're supposed to eat yourself stupid...
I could deal with that too.

When you're a girl bear,
you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping
and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs.
I could definitely deal with that.

If you're mama bear,
everyone knows you mean business.
You swat anyone who bothers your cubs.
If your cubs get out of line,
you swat them too.
I could deal with that.

If you're a bear,
your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling.
He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs
and excess body fat.

Yup, definitely gonna be a bear!

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Baby Powder;
Crizz ^__^
Go on vacation with your love.

=D.. [05 Sep 2007|02:32pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I know the 'My fav. Snape-centric fics' list was compiled by myself.. But I can't help but feel excited each time I visit/update the thing. It feels like playing 'treasure hunt'. Most of the time when I look at the list, there'll be some new lovely fic to be check out (YES! I know I put them myself.. but I don't care! *pout*).
Anyhoo, I hope that anyone who'll visit the page will feel the same as I do ^__^.


Sunny sunshine to ya'll;
Crizz :)

2 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Celtic Prayer and Blessing For All of My Friends (online or otherwise) [02 Sep 2007|08:17pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Deep peace of the
running waves to you
Deep peace of the
flowing air to you
Deep peace of the
quiet earth to you
Deep peace of the
shining stars to you
Deep peace of the
son of peace to you..

May the road rise up
to meet you.
May the wind be always
at your back.
May the sun shine warm
upon your face.
May the rain fall soft
upon your field,
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand..

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Love, Peace and Sweet Sunshine;
Crizz ^__^
2 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Goth! HP *drools* [26 Aug 2007|01:41pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

...Ron looks absolutely cool! I wished Harry's blue hair would be more obvious and Hermione looks amazing! Though she could use a little bit purple streaks in her hair ^__^.

5 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Random Useless Info On Me ^x^ [24 Aug 2007|01:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i) I talk to myself (no, not just mumbling subconsciously.. I seriously converse with myself. Heck, sometimes we even argue with each other! o.O)

ii) I'm a manga/anime addict. ESPECIALLY if it's yaoi ^__^.

iii) I hate anything that has peanuts in it particularly peanut butter!

iv) I love milk! I don't care if it's fresh, flavored, skim, semi-skim as long as it's milk of some sort - I'll love it XD. I'm also in *heart* with cheese..Mmmm.. Pizza with extra cheese *drools*

v) I'm a very fussy eater. Everything has to be the right colors,smells,taste and cooked just right (to me).

vi) I'm very sensitive to smells.

vii) Despite being a naturally messy person, whenever I'm stressed or excited - I'll do a top to bottom room cleaning. I'll also clean the bathroom obsessively when I can't sleep (usually at 2 am >.<)

viii) I probably have the most imaginative, dramatic and curious mind on earth.

ix) I have a mild OCD.

x) My parents house is haunted (no, seriously!)

xi)I'm very accident-prone. My specialty is falling down the stairs T-T..

xii) According to my IQ test, I'm a genius. (lol..)

xiii)I love shiny stuffs- may it be silver, crystals (thus the name: Criztalinz), white gold, x-mas balls, shiny ribbons,prism, diamonds, bright lights ^__^.. I don't like normal, yellow gold though.

xiv)I've never been kiss <-- How sad was that?? T-T..

xv)Sometimes I got so tired of life, I thought of suicide but it was always "..just be stronger for a little while more" (see, that voice in me IS good for something ^^), I'm not that fond of pain ><.

xvi)When I was small, I ate sands coz I thought it'll give me magical power (don't ask where I got the idea from T-T)

xvii) I also ate my mom's lipstick when I saw her used it and I thought she was mean for not wanting to share her 'lollipop' (it tasted horrible btw..)

xviii) My cat is my life! *points below* That's her. My baby girl ^x^.

6 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Snarry Signatures!!! ^__^ [22 Aug 2007|08:10pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

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Synne-chan made this signature for me!! *glomp hug Synne* and the gorgeous Snarry art was done by [info]yukipon.. *all hail these Goddesses of Art* ^^
NONE of these beautiful art belongs to me... except the username (I've never found another 'criztalinz' actually ^^).
Triple hugs for Synne for making the siggy. And Sugar stars for [info]yukipon for such lovely LOVELY Snarry art XD.

While this siggy was made by Davy *hug Davy very hard* and the gorgeous GORGEOUS Snarry art was made by [info]eruwen31080 *stared in awed*.. NONE of these are mine.. except the username T-T. Huge love to Davy for making the siggy for me and candy kisses to [info]eruwen31080 for the captivatingly beautiful art ^^.

2 had a summer blast. Go on vacation with your love.

Summer in Scotland = wet, cold, gloomy rain @.@ [19 Aug 2007|12:22pm]
You scored as Summer, You are SUMMER. Life is to be -lived-.. dance, sing, and make merry. Adversity is simply something to overcome. You embrace life with both arms, not only because you love it, but to squeeze out of it all that you can.










What Season Are You?
created with
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Ghost In The Shell [18 Aug 2007|10:52am]
Ahh.. my latest obsession!! Ghost in The Shell (anime).. The best thing is, I get to watch the episodes online for free!! Yay! ^__^. I just wanna kiss everyone in the website for uploading all these wonderful links for almost every movie/tv series/cartoons there is. God bless ya'll...
Go on vacation with your love.

Sounds of Music - Goth style o.O [14 Aug 2007|01:41pm]
Below I posted the remake of 'My Favourite Things' by The Late Isabel... absolutely *heart* it!! ^__^.. Anyone's reading this, do give it a try 8)!

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Ballad: A Dialogue Betwixt Death and a Lady [14 Aug 2007|09:30am]
This ballad was printed on a broadside by J. Deacon sometime between 1683 and 1700. It was printed as The Great Messenger of Mortality, or a Dialogue betwixt Death and a Lady. A broadside of the ballad appears in the Roxburghe Collection.
I wish I can upload the midi file online.. However, stupid Imeem won't accept it. Maybe coz it's midi and not mp3?? o.O..
First got to know 'bout this poem after I watched Criminal Minds (ABSOLUTELY brilliant series!! *adored Hotner/Reid @ Morgan/Reid pairing XD). One of the unsub (unknown subject a.k.a the criminal) wrote down a verse of the ballad at each crime scene.. but he only wrote the Death side of the dialogue.

This way to Aaron Hotchner's arms ^^ )
Go on vacation with your love.

..... [11 Aug 2007|02:09pm]

You're Watership Down!

by Richard Adams

Though many think of you as a bit young, even childish, you're
actually incredibly deep and complex. You show people the need to rethink their
assumptions, and confront them on everything from how they think to where they
build their houses. You might be one of the greatest people of all time. You'd
be recognized as such if you weren't always talking about talking rabbits.

Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

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